I Long For Shire

The Hobitton - Shire of LOTR

The Hobitton – Shire of LOTR

There is an endless feeling of attracted towards Shire every time I watch The Hobbit and Lord of The Ring. Someday hopefully I go there, drop at Bag End and meet the Baggins. Oops, I forget they already left along with the fairies.

These days I am having a great amount of anxiety. I don’t feel secured at all. Even though for society a place where I am now is already more than enough, my heart and mind know exactly that is not true. I am not settled at all. I know I am still wandering, but hopefully not lost yet.

Hopefully I find my life track soon.

Anyway, I am inspired after listening Malaikat Juga Tahu-Dee to make a poem related to friendship. I think it’s a lil bit cheesy but I hope you can enjoy this.

My heart beats faster
Yet hurts deeper
Every time your name passes me by
Even though we spend time together
Much more than any best friends would do
My mind goes wild and restless
Every time you leave
Every time I leave
I cannot think clearly
If one ever said that you are my folly
No more I couldn’t agree
The sense of security I get from you
Is irreplaceable
Yet I never feel secured
Once I remember that
You may fall, truly fall, for another ladies
This feeling I shouldn’t and couldn’t have possessed
Kills my rationality, mocks my stronghold

I know that is not fair for you
That is why now I try
To keep it together
To learn that I am your best friend
And best friends support each others
Since I promise myself to be the light
and one of the reasons of anything good
that may happen…
or you do in your life
The pain I know will appear and bite
But I will bear it since it is my mistake
To put too much thought and heart on you

That is why all these insecurity, hurt, love I have
I will keep it together
I will keep it together
I will keep it together
I will…

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